Not Alone

from It Felt Like Drowning by Disguise The Silence

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What if all we are is dying slowly
What if all I've done is waste my time
If we've truly nothing left to live for
Why should I just wait around to die

Can you hear me screaming through the water
Words blend in so gently with the rain
God was always silent when I cried out
Maybe I have never known its name

I am not alone here
I have never been
I am not alone here
I have never been
I am not alone here
I have never been
Every time I fall apart
you love me still

What if all I am is living empty
What if that's exactly what I need
Have I stayed here longer than is healthy
What if all my friends are ghosts like me

I am not alone here
I have never been
I am not alone here
I have never been
Every time I fall apart
you love me still

I will not forget who loved me first
and those that stand beside me to this day
I will not forget who quenched my thirst
when god was laying silent in its grave

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from It Felt Like Drowning, released December 1, 2015

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