Reality Check in F# minor

from It Felt Like Drowning by Disguise The Silence

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Once I was afraid that you were dead
Scared the pills could work faster than me
Try not to collapse inside my head
As I beg "open your eyes, don't fall asleep"

Your lips are turning blue
And the thought of losing you
is getting real
is getting real
You're staring into death
as you take one lucid breath
"Do you hate me?" she says
I could never love you less

Once I watched the blood drain from your face
The doctor said the poison wore you thin
Your heart grew weak as mine began to race
with my eyes fixed on your body giving in

Your lips are turning blue
And the thought of losing you
is getting real
is getting real
You're staring into death
as you take one lucid breath
"Do you hate me?" she says
I could never love you less

"Do you hate me
'Cause I don't love myself
You see I'm breaking
Just being here is hell"

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from It Felt Like Drowning, released December 1, 2015

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